help me!!!

sometimes..somehow..somewhere..i dont recognize my self..i need a friends..chear me up..forget everything that mess me up..cannot feel to releks..or even cool my self..dont know how..crying for help...arrrghhhhh....hate it!!!!

*pewot kembong ler..=p

2nd month aniversary

Iam happy today.coz early in the morning i received a msg..she said she become more in love with me.thanks dear.me love u too.everyday its seem our love become the way we want it to be.thanks mama.luv u so much.wont stop luving u forever.iam happy with u.u always be mine.iam yours..memuuaahh..

shah love kanad wink3

Wangsa Walk

Today at lunch hour,i go around wangsa maju.i go visit Taman Desa Setapak where i grown up.a lot of change here.totaly different from my childhood.nowaday,there is a Wangsa Walk..where people around here can watch cinema there.a lot of change here,people nowaday not like before.they are more like Amarikaaa..Why i said like this because people there more over malay gurls dres up like there is not enough kain anymore.someone said like "kain balut nangka"..but for guy its lucky la to watch free stuff show.ha3.ketat2 jarang2 dedah2..haish!! I wonder is this life that i choose??no way!! I more to "kampung style" but yet i still advance folow the future.=)

ulat buku mode..aiyarkk..

hik3...thanks my sis coz let me borrow her book..there are 3 books she lend to me..

1>>Kertas kerja kursus pra-perkahwinan


2>>suami teladan igauan seorang isteri


3>>indahnya hidup bersyariat


the book is really good for someone who going to married someday..he3..a lot we can learn espicially to a guys like me..learn how to be a true husband..he3..
thanks my sis..i will try finished read those book..he3..ulat buku mode activated!!

p/s>>"kene habeskan baca br la bersedia ke alam perkahwinan" katanya.thanks sis..=)

semalam..

hai..hik3..yesterday i think i move one more step forward in my relationship...yesterday is the first time i meet Mr.Mat Aziz (actually not exactly first time)..hik3..he is a polite man..a man full of vision..hik3..nice talks with him..and share some life experienced with him..later on..what a funny thins is my future mother in law say "kfc..makcik kuar jap ye..g AVON.."..kih3..my future mother in law also call me "KFC" aiyarkk....kih3..then after a while..i and my love sneaks out from the home..hik3..we go and eat Mcdonalds..hik3..i eat Mega Mac..wow!!! its really MEGA burger sey..hik3..iam so full ..hik3..(why so many "hik3")..ha3...

i celebrate my love birthday..i bought her birthday present and its gold necklace with "S" hearts shapes..its means love for Shahril Azwan..wink3..its Poh Kong 916 Gold..hik3...my love feel happy with a big smile..he3...i love her so much..then i tapau some Secret Recipe for her..if i dont mistaken its a black forest strawberry cake and Berry cakes..he3..i sent her back to home..she wont stop smile until now when she read this post..he3..huge smile..smile of Poh Kong..hik3...she is so beautiful..last nite she talks with her mother...and her mother said.."cincin dah bagi..rantai dah bagi..boleh nikah dah nie"..he3..coming soon..maybe end of this year after my parent come back from HAJI..they will come to Banting for merisik and bertunang..amin..=)




"wa dah nak bertunang derr"..

Enjoy at Marang!!!

wow..its amazing to see my life now..fuhh..iam confident about my self..i challenge my self to move forward..and be winner among the winner..wow!!..last week i stay for 1weeks at Marang..i enjoy myself there..i meet and get to know my fren..its been a week there..i understanding the meaning of life..m..i love my career now..i see my future here..love my company..here are my pic with my fren here..chill out..smile..







and weekend there..i go to Kapas Island..i snorkling there..best whoa to watch Nemo and colorful fish alive...ha3..give them eat "roti"..ha3..i loikee..blop..blopp..blopp..wow..even i use safety jacket..still tertelan air laut gak..ha3..wuekk...kih3..really enjoy beb..next time i want to go for snorkling again maybe Redang Island..maybe..but WHERE IS THE SHARKS...????never seen one..those SHARP TEETH JAWS also eat "roti" rite???jeng jeng jeng..ha3..=p

we all searching for duyung sexy unsensored from AMERICA..however..what we found is DUGONG AMARIKAAAAA!!!>>sebut slang KELANTAN...wakakakaka..lawak siot!!!






p/s>>pic snorkling xde lagi...waiting for my fren upload those snorkling pic at FB lol..

Hepi 25th birthday Nadia Aziz

Again on May,there is another special person in my life.Her name is Nadia Aziz.she was born on 15May1985.she has a beautiful smile,shining eyes,white skin n small cute nose.she is the most beautiful gurl in my life.wishing all the best in her career n life.may happiness be with u.let me share here about her.i meet her while iam study at Polytechnic Shah Alam,after she finish her diploma,she futher her studies at UTHM bachelor in Electrical Eng.she is so clever and suit with her beautiful smiling face.i love her so much.i promise to take care of her,love her,treat her as a princes and queen of my heart and soul.i promise to be a good lover and husband.love u so much.i used to call her MAMA and she called me ABANG..hepi birthday sayang..
For u mama..
I l<3v3y<3u..

with love
s.azwan